Ugh.

Heyyyyyy. Today's post is a really negative one. Cos I'm really angry and I just need to rant. 

So today was pretty okay. Just that there's something that kept bothering me. It's super annoying and I don't even know if I should even get fed up over this. Lol. I guess I should huh cos it's not the first time. First few times I won't really bother but what the, it' already how many times that you've done this. Seriously man. Every single time you'll say sorry sorry ): but what for ? You still did the same thing again.Even as a friend, you shouldn't be doing this. If it was my other friends treating me like that, I would be angry as well. I'm actually okay if you don't reply me or even reply late. I won't really be bothered about it cos you might just be busy. And yes at times you're really busy. I don't mind. But if you're busy then how can you be online on whatsapp ? Okay maybe you just randomly check cos a text comes in. Fine, I'm okay with that. Sometimes I'm like that too. But then you still can have the time to blog ? HAHA yeah right, you're damn freaking busy that you even have the freaking time to sit down infront of the computer and blog. Okay whatever, maybe when you blog you're deep in your thoughts and you won't be able to talk to anyone. Fine, okay. But you still even have the time to go and buy new shoes. Lol yeah you're D E F I N I T E L Y busy. And you can even talk to another friend. Mmhmm yup she's close to you. I know (: and no I'm not jealous because I know that both of you are really close. And I don't have any reason to be jealous ! But then when you texted me at night and said that you'll be sleeping and you said hope I won't be mad. LOL of course I'm mad right. But it's okay, nvm, go, just go and have some rest since it's school the next day. You need your sleep. But the damn freaking annoying part is that you were still online after saying goodnight. And even online until pretty late. Haha and you were talking to another friend. Lol you said you were gonna sleep. Yes you needed to cheer that friend up but if you can't talk to me AT ALL, tell me. My point is if you're busy, I'm fine with that because not everyone is free all the time right ? We all have our busy moments. But the fact that you said you were busy and you can still blog, buy new shoes, online on whatsapp and talk to another friend ? That's just plain bullshit. And I know Sundays are your tuition days. You'll be busy. I don't mind. O levels are coming, you need to study. But then you can still do other things and not even talk to me ? Now I know where I stand in your life. If you don't wanna talk, just say ! Don't have to say you're busy when practically you aren't really that busy. I'm fine with you not talking to me cos you said you're busy but not when you lie to me. I say lie cos busy means you won't even have time to be on your phone or even talk to anyone else. But the fact that you did, shows that you aren't that busy after all. And you told me you were. Get my point ? Ugh. Such a liar. I hate liars. And you still can ask if I'm angry with you. Of course, I freaking am. I ignored you the whole of today. I didn't even bother looking at you or smiling at you. Duh, I'm pissed. I really don't wish to be ranting right now but damn, this shit is bothering me. And if you're reading this and you think I'm being unreasonable and practically being a bitch, then come and tell me straight. Tell me why. Tell me how you feel. If you think I've misunderstood you, tell me. Just come and tell me. Ugh. I don't wanna tell you how I feel because I don't want to rage at you. So everything is just written here. Hope you get my point and how I feel. 

That's it for this post. Too pissed to say anything else. Bye.