Conflicted feelings, conflicted thoughts.
All tied up in a knot.
If only it is that easy,
To not always feel this lousy.
I've tried many ways,
Telling myself it's okay.
Sure, it got better,
Though I wish that that it could happen faster.
Still, there are things that need to be done.
It cannot all go back to square one.
Still learning, still trying.
Fighting these inner demons till they're all gone.
But till then, it will be tough.
Perhaps I'm just a diamond in the rough.
